I am not a writer; quite honestly, I tend to ramble BUT...



In Hebrews 3:13, it states, "but encourage one another daily, as long as it is called Today, so that none of you may be hardened by sin's deceitfulness."



So, I am answering God's call and sharing my thoughts and my passion. I love Jesus with all my heart and I want the world to know why.



Saturday, July 31, 2010

Take it Slow... Be STILL

There is a sign in my half bath that reads, "Be still and know that I am God" (Psalm 46:10). I guess the bathroom is an appropriate place for it to hang. I mean, not much is going on when someone is resting in there. But, aside from the rest one receives while reading our sign, I cannot help but wonder - how often are we truly still?

You see, yesterday, my husband and I vowed to spend our Saturday doing nothing work related. He and I both planned to spend the day on hobbies - no yard-work, no cleaning, no laundry, no grocery shopping, no school work, no farm work, no bush-hogging... nothing but pure enjoyment. We actually had to plan to relax. And, trust me, at our house, planning to relax is a big deal. For once, we were still.

I don't know about you, but my life is busy. Between laundry, dinner, errands, graduate school, the yard, a job, and family - there is hardly enough time to relax. Sometimes, I am so tired that I barely make it to sleep; but then, of course, I lie awake thinking of all that needs to be accomplished the next day. I am lucky to have a few minutes of quiet reflection before the chaos begins again. Sometimes, I find myself thinking - I'm too busy to spend time with God. But, honestly, shouldn't it be the opposite - I am too busy NOT to spend time with God.

Amidst the chaos, amidst the noise, in between the errands, the questions, the yard-work, and the laundry - I must make time for God. And, to be honest, I actually must plan to spend time with God! I must plan to be still and know that God is God. Without the stillness, the chaos will overtake my life. Without the quiet, I will not hear God's voice through the noise.

There is nothing wrong with planning time for God. But, there is everything wrong when we only plan time without Him. So, take out your calendar and mark it down - Time to take it slow - its time to BE STILL. Its time to know that God is God.

"Come all you who are thirsty, come to the waters..." Isaiah 55:1

Friday, July 30, 2010

1 Thessalonians 5:16-18
Be joyful always; pray continually; give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus.
Philippians 2:14 - Do everything without arguing or complaining.
  • Instead of complaining about the weather... be thankful that its raining.
  • Instead of complaining about a headache... be thankful for tylenol.
  • Instead of complaining about the heat... be thankful for the sun.
  • Instead of compaining about sickness... be thankful for doctors.
  • Instead of complaining your clothes don't fit... be thankful you are clothed.
  • Instead of complaining about your gray hair... be thankful you have hair at all.
  • Instead of complaining about a sunburn... be thankful for aloe.
  • Instead of complaining about the weeds... be thankful you have a yard for weeds to live in.
  • Instead of complaining about lack of money... be thankful that you have money to begin with.
  • Instead of complaining about your family... be thankful that your family is there for you.
  • Instead of complaining about eating too much... be thankful you didn't go hungry.
  • Instead of complaining about that bad smell... be thankful that your sniffer works.
  • Instead of complaining about the loud music your neighbor has... be thankful you have ears to hear.

We have so much to be thankful for... yet, we constantly dwell on the negative. Instead of complaining... be thankful. And, if you can't think of a reason to be thankful... think again. Be thankful you can think at all.

"Come all you who are thirsty, come to the waters..." Isaiah 55:1

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Weeds

Weeds stink. A little over a year ago, we decided to build a house. So, naturally, we pick a quaint, quiet spot amongst lots of woods... cut some trees and build. Then, we lay sod. Then, the weeds. And, more weeds... and more weeds. There are even weeds I've never seen before encroaching upon my lawn. There are weeds in our woods, weeds in my flower bed, even an occasional weed in the door of my car.


Earlier this summer, I had a fantastic idea. I, being of vacationing, crazy mind, decided to pull every weed in my front yard. Well, 5 gallon buckets later, I quit and allowed weeds to overtake my lawn. Its exhausting. If you have a yard, you know. Weeds are everywhere. You can weed and feed; you can use preemergence stuff, you can even pull weeds and they just come back somewhere else. But, as sure as you quit working, they overtake your lawn, choke out your grass, and you go from nice lawn with few weeds to where's the lawn? Oh, was there a lawn under those weeds?


So, I bet by now, you can tell where I'm headed. Sin is a weed. It comes in various shapes, forms, fashions, and even sometimes looks pretty with flowers. You may recognize some sin and others sneak by you - is that a shrub or a weed, I can't tell? Is this sin or not.... I don't know. According to Hebrews 12:1, sin easily entangles us. Its sneaky, and we before we know it we are caught... and its overtaking our lives. And, sadly enough - we often know what is right, but choose sin. In Romans 1:21, it states, "for although they knew God, they neither glorified him as God nor gave thanks to him, but their thinking became futile and their foolish hearts were darkened." When does the sin become like the weed and overtake our life? Well, when we stop dwelling in, focusing on, and living out God's word. When we know God and choose to ignore Him, we "exchange the truth of God for a life, and worship and serve created things rather than the Creator - who is forever praised. Amen." (Romans 1:25).


So, what can we do? Live it out! Do what is right. Spend time in the word and nip that sin before it can grow. Weed and feed your life! (Take out the sin and replace it with God's word.) Ask God to reveal our sin and correct our lives. And, beware if we don't do what God desires, sin will master us (Gen. 4:7). And, then, people will be asking, Where's Jesus? Is there Jesus under all that sin?" Was there ever Jesus at all?







Genesis 4:7b tells us, "But if you do not do what is right, sin is crouching at your door; it desires to have you, but you must master it."





"Come all you who are thirsty, come to the waters..." Isaiah 55:1

The Biggest, Tortoise-iest Glasses Of Them All

I wear glasses, well, contacts. In the fourth grade, I couldn't see the board, the street signs, the plants outside - really, I couldn't see much of anything. It was all fuzzy and unclear. So, my mama took me to the eye doctor. He dilated my eyes, put those funny looking lens things on me, made me read some chart, and shown a bright light my way - all to discover - I needed glasses! Of course, I, still to this day, remember my first moment with glasses. Back then, big, tortoise looking rims were cool, so naturally I had the biggest, tortoise-iest glasses they made. The glasses took up literally half my face - I looked a goob. But, who cares - they were amazing! I remember standing in our breakfast room, looking outside and seeing every little leaf on every tree. What used to be a large green glob had become the most beautiful, intricate, detailed tree I'd ever seen. What a difference glasses make!

I cannot help but think - we are all walking around with poor eyesight, in need of glasses. As humans, we are simply unable to see what God has in store. As 1 Corinthians 13:12 says, "now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face." Now, we are seeing things through my fourth grade eyes. We have a general picture, but can't focus on the specifics. But, soon, we will see life with God's eyes - we will be Heaven with a complete picture, a detailed picture, and amazing view. But just because our eyesight will not be perfected until Heaven does not mean that we can't have a little eye assistance. We need to pray God will provide us with the biggest, tortoise-iest glasses to aide us in seeing the world through his eyes. And, once we see the world through His eyes, our whole perspective will change.



"Come all you who are thirsty, come to the waters..." Isaiah 55:1

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Start Thinking Hateful Thoughts?

Jesus states, "If anyone comes to me and does not hate his father and mother, his wife and children, his brothers and sister - yes, even his own life - he cannot be my disciple." -Luke 14:26

WHAT? How can I hate my family? (Wait, don't answer that... ) I do love my family. You see, family is a true gift from God. For me, hating them is simply unimaginable. And, then, I read this verse. If this is a requirement for Christianity, then I blew it! Guess I'd better start thinking hateful thoughts... Or, I could just try to understand the verse.

Think of it this way -
As I've mentioned before, I am privy to raise a sweet, beautiful, chocolate lab. She was a surprise for my husband from his parents and me. We ordered her (before she was even conceived), watched her grow through pictures (knowing one day she would be ours) and, then went and called her home. My mother-in-law, Darlene, and I went to the kennel and picked her out. She was the cutest, sweetest, tiniest little girl! (She snuggled in my lap and in my hands the entire way home.) Once home, we wrapped her up (put her in the equivalent of a fancy shoebox with a lid... don't worry, she was only in there for like 1 minute) and handed her to Andrew. It was love at first sight. From the moment they met, she accepted him as her master and they have been inseparable! They work together; they play together. He sits, and she sits with him. He eats and she eats too. He wakes up and she's awake. She desires so badly to be just like her daddy! And, her only desire in life is to please him! She gave up her family for a new one - and she's never looked back!

I think our relationship with God is supposed to somewhat like Olive's relationship with Andrew. Jesus knows us before we are even thought of - Psalm 139:13-16. He watches us grow, even though we may not even realize He is there - Proverbs 15:3. And, as He watches, He knows one day we will be His - Ephesians 1:5. Then, when the time comes, He chooses us - Ephesians 1:11. He calls us to be His! - John 21:19b, 2 Thess. 2:13. And, immediately, we are His children - snuggled up in His lap, held in the palm of His hand - 1 John 3:1. For, God it is love before first sight - 1 John 3:1. And, from the first moment, we are his - He becomes our master, the one we follow - Col. 4:1b. From the moment, we accept His call, our only desire should be to serve Jesus, to please him. And, from that moment, we give up our current life, even our family, and never look back!

Once we accept Christ, we are never the same. Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has gone, the new has come! (2 Cor. 5:17).

Being a Christian isn't about hating other people - being a Christian is about putting Jesus first. We need to set aside everything and everyone, including our own desires, and seek to follow Him. Our one desire should be to seek Jesus and emulate His very life. Jesus says, "If anyone would come after me, he must deny himself and take up his cross daily and follow me." - Luke 9:23.

The question is - are you willing to give up your own selfish desires for God? Are you willing to do whatever He asks immediately? What does it mean to hate your family? How can anyone hate their family? Simple - put Jesus first, family second. It means to follow God regardless of the consequence.



Verses mentioned in today's blog -
Psalm 139:13-16 "For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother's womb. I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well. My frame was not hidden from you when I was made in the secret place. When I was woven together in the depths of the earth, your eyes saw my unformed body. All the days ordained for me were written in your book before one of them came to be."
Proverbs 15:3 - The eyes of the Lord are everywhere keeping watch on the wicked and the good.
Ephesians 1:5 - he predestined us to be adopted as his sons through Jesus Christ, in accordance with his pleasure and will.
Ephesians 1:11 - In him we were also chosen having been predestined according to the plan of him who works out everything in conformity with the purpose of his will.
John 21:19b - Then he said to him, "Follow me!"
2 Thessalonians 2:13 - But we ought always to thank God for you, brothers loved by the Lord, because from the beginning God CHOSE you to be saved through the sanctifying work of the Spirit and through belief in the truth.
1 John 3:1 - How great is the love the Father has lavished on us,m that we should be called children of God! And that is what we are!...
Colossians 4:1b - ...because you know that you also have a Master in heaven.

"Come all you who are thirsty, come to the waters..." Isaiah 55:1

Monday, July 26, 2010

100 Years from Now, All New People

Philippians 4:6-7 "Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus.

When I was young, I used to freak out... over little things... my parents called it jumping to conclusions. I would examine a situation and discover everything that might possibly go wrong and stress about the worse case scenario. For example, mind you this one is extreme, a trip fishing at the beach would lead me to think I was going to get stranded on a deserted island, bitten by a shark, lose a limb, be attacked by hermit crabs, and live forever as the armless, shark-bitten, crab ridden girl on Gilligan's Island. Extreme, I know, but you get the picture. I would then spend the next several minutes, hours, or days obsessing about what might happen, when in reality the worst case scenario was a sunburn.

As a result of my crazy conclusions, my wise dad bought me a book, Don't Sweat the Small Stuff and its All Small Stuff." He then recommended chapter 99, "100 years from now, all new people" and made me read it in front of him. (Now, here's the part where I mention my parents then proceeded to buy me the sequel books as they came out over the next few years - Don't Sweat the Small Stuff Financially, Don't Sweat the Small Stuff for Teens, etc. - you can always look them up or ask to borrow them, if needed - I have the whole collection - of course, I've only read chapter 99 ;).... sorry dad!).

Needless to say, and painful to admit - chapter 99 really helped. Although I think the freaking out was just a phase, I am proud to say its not a norm in my current daily life (but, it does sneak up every now and then). Truth is - its unhealthy to freak out over the hypothetical. But, yet, we all worry about what might be. God doesn't desire for us to live a life in fear or worry. In Matthew 6:34, it states, "do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself; each day has enough trouble of its own." Then, again in John 14:1 it states, "Do not let your hearts be troubled; trust in God - trust also in me."

Truth is - chapter 99 was right. One hundred years from now, there will be all new people. And, are they really going to care that my sweater didn't match one day? Or, will it matter that my floor didn't get mopped yesterday? Or, honestly, are they going to know that I spent too much money at the mall? You see, the things we worry about are often trivial in comparison to eternity. God takes of us. And, its our job to focus on eternity. One hundred years from now, I hope to be in glory - and quite honestly, who cares if my shoes don't match?

So, upon reaching a stressful situation (and trust me, I'm talking to myself), it would a good idea to step back and ask, "will this matter 100 hundred years from now?" And, maybe that will help us keep things in an eternal perspective.


"Come all you who are thirsty, come to the waters..." Isaiah 55:1

Sunday, July 25, 2010

Chocolate Chip Cookies

Romans 8:28, "And we know that all things work together for the good of those who love Him, who have been called according to His purpose."

Chocolate chip cookies - yum! The perfect blend of brown sugar, baking soda, white sugar, salt, vanilla, flour, eggs, and chocolate, baked at 350 degrees for 10 minutes to create a culinary masterpiece. There is absolutely nothing like eating a warm, gooey, chocolate chip cookie straight out of the oven - yum! Isn't it amazing how all those little ingredients go in together to create something fabulous? Honestly, brown sugar by itself tastes a little overwhelming... and baking soda is downright disgusting... white sugar and vanilla are okay. But, don't even get me started on the flour - eww... and raw eggs are simply unhealthy - they do cause salmonella you know. And, then the chocolate - I could definitely eat the chocolate alone!

You see, the point is - its the blend of the ingredients, the finished product, that makes the cookie spectacular. When looked upon individually, not all cookie ingredients taste great. But, the combination of ingredients works together to create something good.

Now, take a look at your life - not everything in your life is good and not everything in your life is bad - but, its the combination that makes your life unique and perfect. Sometimes we encounter trials, like the flour or the uncooked eggs; sometimes, we encounter good things, like the chocolate; and, other times, life is okay, like the sugar or vanilla. But, then, God takes the events of our life and blends them together to create something fabulous!

You see Romans promises us:
  • "all things work together" - no event stands alone... it is meant to be viewed in combination with other events -
  • "for the good" - God isn't trying to make us miserable, He has an ultimate plan for us, one that requires our whole life, all our ingredients, not just segments.
  • "for those who love Him" - We love God and He loves us. He desires the best for our lives, just as we desire the best for our loved ones.
  • "who have been called according to His purpose" - Just because our lives don't make sense to us all the time, its okay. God has a plan. And, when we remove ourselves from the here and the now and see things on a God-level, we know there is a greater purpose.
You see, God takes all our ingredients - the good, the bad, and the okay - and mixes them together, bakes them during our lifetime, and creates a fabulous treat to fulfill His purpose!

So, next time you bite into that cookie, think about what all went into making it AND how, just like life, its the combination that makes the flavor!



"Come all you who are thirsty, come to the waters..." Isaiah 55:1

Saturday, July 24, 2010

Sticks and Stones...

When I first met Andrew, my husband, there were alot of things that impressed me about him. (I knew right off - he was the guy for me... he, on the other hand, needed some persuading before taking on this challenge). He was cute! He was a complete gentleman, always, "yes ma'am, no ma'am, thank you sir" to everyone, including little kids. And, most importantly, he loved Jesus! (According to his parents, as a small child he dreamed of becoming a "straight patrol-man" who would carry a Bible and a gun.) Now, years later - all of these things still ring true about Andrew. He is a God-fearing man, a man I am proud to call my husband.

But, I must admit, some of my proudest wife moments come from his interaction with those around him. Every time we enter a restaurant, I cannot help but be amazed at his gentle spirit - and, I mean EVERY time. Let me explain - Andrew never sits down to eat without giving the server every ounce of his attention. He deliberately calls him or her by name. And, if, on the off chance, they fail to mention a name - he seeks it out. He looks into our server's eyes and asks, "how are you?" actually wanting to know the answer. He says thank you each time something is delivered to the table or taken away. He acknowledges, with just a few words (as he is a man of few words) that our server is an integral, important part of our lives and the meal. With his tiny gestures and pleasant words - he makes a HUGE impact! His pleasant words are well-accepted and refreshing, for me and those around us. He knows words make a huge impact. Words hurt and words help - depending upon what is said. And, through his wisdom, Andrew uses words to better those around him.

In Proverbs 16:24 it says, "Pleasant words are a honeycomb, sweet to the soul and healing to the bones." Wow! Words are powerful! James even says, "Likewise the tongue is a small part of the body, but it makes great boasts. Consider what a great forest is set on fire by a small spark. The tongue also is a fire..." (James 3: 5-6a). What we say directly impacts those around us - both for the good and for the bad. The old adage, "sticks and stones may break my bones, but words will never hurt me" is simply a load of hooey. Words hurt. Or, words help. And, words alone can change our mood immediately! Andrew understands this - his simple, "whats your name again" and deliberate use of someone's name makes a huge impact!

So, next time you are out and about, think of what you're saying. Consider what type of fire you are setting - are you causing a smile or a frown? Are you using words to better those around you or to cause harm? Or, is your failure to use words creating a painful, destructive fire? Use your words wisely. Desire to heal the bones with sweet, pleasant conversation. But, Regardless of what you say, know that your tiny gestures and simple words are creating a HUGE impact - just make sure its the impact that God desires.



"Come all you who are thirsty, come to the waters..." Isaiah 55:1

Friday, July 23, 2010

Dog hair - will it ever end?

We have a lab - a beautiful, brown lab who brings joy (mud, and hair) to our lives on a daily basis. I wouldn't trade her for anything, but I've often wondered if she would be more enjoyable as a clean, hairless puppy. (In fact, I contemplated vacuuming her one time, but I think she could read my mind... and ran to hide). Despite my rantings - I love her just as she is, and its who she is that makes her wonderful - hair, dirt, and all. I mean, I'm her parent - its my privilege and my job to look after her.

Fact is - our dog lives inside, most of the time. She spends her days at the farm with her daddy (my husband), and whenever he's inside - she's inside. And, the moment she hits that front door, my clean house goes into dog and farmer mode - not clean, but livable. So, every day I find myslef sweeping, swiffering, or mopping up hair.... (and, although I wouldn't admit it - I don't really mind). She can't clean for herself... if she could, I know she would. But, since she is weak, it is my responsibility to be strong for her.

And, I wonder - is this how God feels about me?

I mean, I know God loves me. He's forgiven me, but really - He has to forgive me time and time again. I just keep messing up. I just keep bringing home the dirt. And, as a result, I am constantly asking, "wash away all my iniquity and cleanse me from my sin" (Psalm 51:2); "create in me a pure heart, O God, and renew a steadfast spirit within me" (Psalm 51:10). And, time and time again, he creates that pure heart and cleans up my sin. WHAT AN AMAZING GOD!! He washes me clean, creates a pure heart and never once complains. He loves me - hair, dirt, sin and all. And, He's my daddy - when a little dirt sneaks in, He helps me clean it up - I am helpless. He is the only one that can take that dirty life and make it spotless again. Since I am weak, He is strong!

"Come all you who are thirsty, come to the waters..." Isaiah 55:1

Thursday, July 22, 2010

The Sneaky Brown Recluse

Now, I don't know much about bug bites - except that they itch, they are often unsightly, and that we try to avoid them at all costs. I do know, however, that a brown recluse spider is not my friend, and if there is a bug to avoid - this is the one. Now, living in the country, you never know what will enter through your front door. We've had our share of mice, flies, unslightly little gnats, and even once, a snake (that, of course, was before we moved in). Most of the pests are removed with simple measures like keeping the door closed, calling Orkin, or even just keeping the house clean. But, you never can be too careful. Outside in our yard, there are definitely a plethora of bugs just waiting to scope out the new home. And, although not too common in our area, I have seen one brown recluse.

The brown recluse doesn't seek human contact, it just happens. And, the brown recluse bites, unseemlingly, even painlessly, leaving a small bump that doesn't seem to be a problem. Then, the bump grows, slightly at first; there is slight swelling and maybe a little red circle around the bite. Then, a blister forms. (Not too bad, huh?) Here's where it gets gross - following the blister comes tissue death - a big mess of dead tissue... and I do mean big. Oftentimes, if not treated, a brown recluse bite requires skin grafts and/or plastic surgery. We're talking - tiny little spider with a big BAD bite!

So, here's what I'm thinking - the brown recluse bite is somewhat like sin. Think about it. There is a little sin... not a big one, a little one... that we get involved in. No problem, right - no one gets hurt. Just a small bump in the road. Well, since that sin worked out, we go a little bigger next time... there's the swelling. Maybe we get a warning - like a red circle. But, we continue on. And, well, the sin festers... and our relationship with God continues to suffer - there's that tissue death. And, if untreated or unaknowledged - the tiny little sin has a big BAD bite!

You see in Hebrews 12:1, we learn that sin easily entangles us. Sin doesn't often swoop in and announce its consequences - it sneaks in, painlessly, unseemingly. James 1:15 puts it this way - "then, after desire has concieved, it gives birth to sin; and sin, when it is full grown; gives birth to death." Just like that bite, right
  • Desire - the intitial painless bite
  • Sin - small bump, a little swelling... maybe a red circle
  • Full grown sin - the festering tissue
  • Death - tissue death.. grossness
So, what can we do? Well, in the case of the brown recluse, we go to a doctor; get an antibiotic, and carefully follow the doctor's orders. In some cases, we may need a complete overhaul of the area with skin grafts and/or surgery. In the case of sin, we go to Jesus. We are forgiven, and we seek to follow Him. And, in most cases, we need to straighten up our lives and seek God.

The good news is - there is a cure! Both for sin and for the brown recluse bite. In Romans 4:7-8 it says, "Blessed are they whose transgressions are forgiven, whose sins are covered. Blessed is the man whose sin the Lord will never count against him." And, how does the Lord not count our sin? When its covered by the blood of Jesus.

"Come all you who are thirsty, come to the waters..." Isaiah 55:1

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Peace, Love and Happiness

Peace - just what is it? I mean, is it a symbol? A word on a t-shirt followed by love and happiness? Or, is peace something really achievable? One things for sure - peace is not that jumpy-butterfly feeling in your stomach, that aching confusion in your soul, or even that unnecessary worrying that accompanies a weird situation.

In college, I lived in a three bedroom house with two of my favorite people - Courtney and Katie. Katie lived with me for about one year, and Courtney and I toughed it out for around four. (I say toughed it out because I don't think I'm the easiest person to live with). One of my favorite memories of Katie revolves around a non-peaceful situation. You see, the three of us went to the midnight movie - Courtney and I chose some girly flick and Katie chose a horror film. She was so nervous the next few days - correction, the next few weeks - she was unable to sleep alone. Her nightmares were vivid. We would wake up to find her on the sofa, on the floor in my room, in Courtney's room, anywhere but alone. Her soul was not at rest - she was deeply troubled. Peace was no where in sight - she was not safe.

Fast forward a year, Katie moved out and moved to Germany. Courtney and I were left alone, just us two looking for another roomie. Rumor has it there was break-in at a nearby house... or maybe it was a murderer on the loose in our neighborhood. Either way, we were not at peace. Courtney and I huddled in her room, baracaded the door, interlocked arms and waited terrified for the boogie man to come. We both realize now how absurb we were acting. But, at the time - there was no rest - we were deeply troubled! We were not safe (so we thought), and peace was no where in sight.

I am sure, if you think about it, there have been times in your life when peace was not around. Peace seems to escape us when we are unsure of our future or worried about our past. And, without peace, its difficult to sleep. We then begin looking for ways to calm our souls, and unfortunately, we often look in the wrong directions. Whether it be a baracade, a friend, alcohol, drugs, whatever - we seek peace where peace simply is not.

Well, good news - I have peace! And, I read again this morning in Psalm 4:8, "I will lie down and sleep in peace, for you alone, O Lord, make me dwell in safety." You see, God knows our future and God knows our past. He is in total control, so we don't have to worry. If we put aside those jumpy butterflies, cast off those vivid nightmares, undo the baricaded door, and just let Jesus take control, we have peace. Only when Jesus is in control is there rest - our soul is no longer troubled. And, with Jesus there is peace - we are finally safe!

"Come all you who are thirsty, come to the waters..." Isaiah 55:1

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

The Envy of the Neighborhood

I love HGTV; I mean - LOVE IT! Years ago, of course, I would rather watch cartoons or some lame sitcom. But, as I grow and maintain a house of my own, HGTV becomes more and more fascinating. There is something about dramatic transformation that just catches my eye. I mean, who doesn't love to see a stinky, dilapidated, non-functioning kitchen turn into the envy of the neighborhood? Why wouldn't I want my home dramatically transformed for the better? But, of course, on HGTV, they don't just focus on the inside. Some of the houses have MAJOR structural damage. So, they spend time fixing the unseen as it directly impacts the seen.

And, here's what I started thinking - if I desire for my home to look good, smell good, function well, last long, and present itself in the best possible manner, then I wonder if Jesus desires the same?

Let me explain - when we become Christians, Jesus dwells in us. In 1 Peter 2:5 it states, "you also, like living stones, are being built into a spiritual house to be a holy priesthood, offering spiritual sacrifices acceptable to God through Jesus Christ." And, then, in Ephesians 3:16-17, it says, "I pray that out of his glorious riches he may strengthen you with power through his Spirit in your inner being, so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith..."

What does this mean? Well, here's what I think - we all want to put our best foot forward. We want people to see us not as the stinky, dilapidated, non-functioning kitchen. We would rather our lives be something like the envy of the neighborhood. But, lets be honest - who cares if you've got stainless steel appliances if they don't work? Who cares if you have hardwood floors if they are caving in? You see, its not whats on the outside that counts... its whats inside. Because believe it or not, our unseen directly affects our seen. Whatever is going on inside our hearts will eventually, if not already, be available for viewing. So, we need a firm foundation - Jesus. We need to establish and build a strong spiritual house - prayer, tithe and bible study. So, that our outside - our life, our persona - is not easily impacted by the world around us. We need to not work on what people think about us, but actually work on us. We need to affect our unseen (our personal relationship with God) so that it becomes the main thing that is seen! And, then, we will be the envy of the neighborhood.

"Come all you who are thirsty, come to the waters..." Isaiah 55:1

Monday, July 19, 2010

Without WiFi, What Can I do?

The internet - who would've known it would make a lasting impact on my life? I mean, really. I just spent an entire weekend at the lake with NO, and I repeat NO internet access (hence why there are no blog posts). Man, I wasn't prepared for that. You see, I packed my computer. I just knew I could blog, check my e-mail, access my research, etc. And, without the internet - I just feel lost, disconnected from the world around me, unable to communicate.

Flashback - I am traveling down highway 19 headed to the walmart (remember now, the walmart is at least 30 miles away). I am 15 miles into my trip and I realize, my cell phone is gone! So, I seriously contemplated returning home... I mean, seriously?!?! Because without my cell phone - I just feel lost, disconnected from the world around me, unable to communicate.

But, the truth is, as much as it pains me to admit - I don't NEED the internet and I don't NEED my cell phone. Without them, I am not lost; I am not disconnected from the world around me and I certainly am not unable to communicate.

You see, as people we are often convinced we need certain devices to communicate with others. Or, maybe we need a certain level of "goodness" to communicate with God. There are days when I feel lost, disconnected from the world around me and unable to communicate with God. I feel like my prayers are simply bouncing back - like I lost my connection or my wifi went down. But, the truth is - there is no magic device or connection that helps us communicate with God. All we need is a willing and open heart. In Jeremiah 33:3, God tells us "call to me and I will tell you great and unsearchable things you do not know."

Note what it does NOT say -
It does not say - call to me when you've been attending church.
It does not say - call to me when you are feeling great about your relationship with God.
It does not say - don't bother calling if you've sinned.
It does not say - hey - call, but I may or may not answer.

It does say - call! And, then, it says - I WILL ANSWER! I don't need a cell phone and I don't need the internet - I need to call upon God. There will be no connection issues. There will be no disconnections or "can you hear me?" moments. He is already there waiting on my call. He already found me. He connects me to the world around me. He is the only one with whom I absolutely need to communicate.

So, why don't I just call? I mean, who doesn't want to hear a secret? (He does promise to tell me one.)

"Come all you who are thirsty, come to the waters..." Isaiah 55:1

Thursday, July 15, 2010

Hurricane Disaster Kit

In case of a hurricane I will need:
  • water
  • food
  • blankets/pillows
  • clothing
  • first aid kit
  • toiletries (i.e. wipes)
  • flashlight AND batteries
  • weather radio
  • cash
  • keys
  • important documents (i.e. birth certificate, insurance, social security... all in a water proof container)
  • tools
  • vehicle tank full
  • And, so much more... in fact, there is an entire website devoted to disaster preparation, complete with tips, checklists, kit ideas and useful links - http://www.nhc.noaa.gov/HAW2/english/prepare/family_plan.shtml. In case of a hurricane, I need this website!

Earlier today, we talked about being alert - the devil is on the prowl... seeking to devour us (1 Peter 5:8. And, so, I got to thinking. We need to be prepared! If we spend so much time, energy, money and effort preparing for a natural disaster which may or may not come our way - why not spend the same (or more) time, energy, money and effort preparing for an eternity which certainly comes our way.

How come we will check websites, phones, even TV stations about a natural disaster and we won't check the Bible for inspiration? How come we will send countless dollars to earthquake victims and we won't pay a tithe to the church? What is it that makes us so prepared for life's uncertainties... and so unprepared for life's certainty - death?

So, in light of these thoughts, I made another checklist -

Life's Eternity Kit -

  • Jesus - Check!

I think I am ready for anything!


Key verses for today -

Romans 3:23 "For the wages of sin is death, but the gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord."

Romans 8:38 - "For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future nor any powers, neither height or depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord."



"Come all you who are thirsty, come to the waters..." Isaiah 55:1

Army Worms

Army Worms - those horrible little creatures that come and steal your grass away in the night. Perhaps you've never heard of them... perhaps you've never been privy to their prey. Or, perhaps, you simply live in an area of no worms (lucky you). Whatever the case... beware!

You see, last year, we built a new home. And, due to the slope of our lot, we needed grass FAST! So, naturally in true Albertson fashion, we (all about six of us) laid 60 pallets of sod (that's roughly 30,000 square feet) in a little under 18 hours. Crazy - I know, but we were on a roll. After the time, effort, money, and well, body aching we spent on the lawn - nothing was going to keep it from thriving... so we thought.

And, then, in the middle of the night - we were ambushed! You see, one day our lawn was green and thriving - looking somewhat like a golf course with its plush greens. And, then, we noticed a slight breeze rolling through. Now, by breeze I mean, the grass was waving - pretty, yes. But, weird as there was no wind. And, within literally hours - the entire lawn went brown! Then, we saw them - the sneaky little worms had moved in and were eating our grass one piece at a time.

So, I, being the lawn care expert that I am, went immediately to Lowes (and, by immediately, I mean drove the 45 minutes to an hour to the Lowes... as we do live in the middle of nowhere) and purchased three bags (each covering 15,000 square feet) and one sprayer (covering another 15,000 square feet) of army worm killer. So, you do the math - our lawn recieved twice the dose of army worm killer. I was determined to kill those army worms - dead!

Needless to say, my adventure in army worm attack turned out well. For a while there, we thought I burnt the grass, but fortunately, it was determined to survive. We caught the ambush in time! And, with our quick thinking (and special food), the army worms were no longer a threat to our lawn... until this year (we'll get to that in a minute).

In 1 Peter 5:8, we are asked to "be self-controlled and alert. Your enemy the devil prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour." Well, here's what I think... we need to be on alert. Even when things look great - correction - especially when things look great, the devil is waiting to ambush!

Now, let's think about this. Would the army worms attack my lawn if was brown? NO! Army worms like fresh green foliage. To attack a brown yard, would be to attack one they'd already won. Its the same with the devil. When things are stinky and I am not in God's word, why would the devil fool with me? I mean, he's already won. But, when life is good and my relationship is thriving, he seeks to ambush. Then, sometime, in the middle of the night, he sneaks in and turns my green, plush relationship into a brown, gritty mess.

As previously mentioned, I won my battle with the army worms... last year. And, this year - I'm feeling pretty great. No army worms, green grass... life is good. And, then, in the middle of the night - brown grass, again. And, I see - the worms!

So, what's the moral of the story? You can conquer the worms once, you can conquer them twice (which I did), but they are coming back. And, sometimes, they leave scars on your lawn (like a big brown patch in the back yard). Same with the devil - we can conquer him once; we can conquer him twice, but he's on the look-out. And, if we are not alert, he will brown scars on our life.

So, beware the worms are coming - are you ready? And, are you alert?



"Come all you who are thirsty, come to the waters..." Isaiah 55:1

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Pants on the Ground

I am a teacher by profession, some would say a teacher by design. And, in my daily routine I am currently privy to touch the lives of approximately 130 ninth grade students - not all of whom seek God daily.

In my four year stint of teaching, I can honestly say that approximately 500 students have entered my room and experienced my quirky behavior day in and day out for at least the required 180 days. But, even with my experience, my calling, and my education courses, nothing could compare me for one faithful May day in my teaching career...

So, let me set the scene -
in my classroom we are diligently working on mathematics projects. Students are working in pairs around the room as I float from group to group answering questions. It is nothing unusual for students to walk to the front of the classroom for supplies off the supply table, so I thought nothing of it when my precious student (We'll call him Sam) headed that way.

Next thing I know, to my shock and horror - his pants are on the ground! There he is, at the front of my room, standing alone... with no pants, sporting his underwear and proudly holding gym shorts in one hand. Naturally, like any calm, rational teacher would - I stop (eyes wide... seriously considering what to do) and say, Sam, honey, just what are you doing? And, casually, he replies, I am changing into my gym shorts. Mrs. A - we have basketball today. It's my favorite and I just don't think I'll have time to change before class.

Then, it hit me - Sam didn't see a problem with sporting his underwear in class. To him, it made perfect sense to change clothes for gym right in the front of my mathematics class. He saw what he needed and made it happen, without thinking of the consequences. (Needless to say, poor Sam had some sad consequences for changing in class that day.)

So, I guess now you are saying - what does this random story have to do with God? Well, let me tell you. Sam taught me several valuable lessons -

1. Not everyone knows what is right.
In Ephesians 4:18, we learn nonbelievers are "darkened in their understanding and separated from the life of God because of the ignorance that is in them..." As sad as it is, not everyone knows Jesus. And, not everyone knows what is right and what is wrong. Although Sam is a great kid, he is lost. And, as a believer it my responsibility to "live as a Child of the light... and find out what pleases God." (Esph. 5:8-9) As a believer, I need to understand that not everyone knows what is right, but it is my responsibility to share with the non-believer. As a Christian, I am held to a greater standard. And, with that greater standard comes great responsibility - I am required to share.

2. Sometimes, we need to jump in - see what we need; make it happen, without thinking of the consequences.
Let me explain - sometimes God calls us to the unthinkable. And, us, being the rational people we are - instead of listening to God, we listen to ourselves. Instead of thinking, God knows best... we know best. And, we weight out what appears to be our consequences rather than realizing God knows our consequences and chose them for us. In Isaiah 6:8, it states, "here I am; send me!" How often do we just volunteer? I mean, think about it - God wants us to share the gospel, simple enough, right? Instead of jumping in, we weigh our "consequences." What if they think I'm stupid? What if they make fun of me? What if they say no? And, instead, we should just jump in to what we need to do; make it happen, and trust God with the consequences.

Now, don't place your pants on the ground... Just follow God!


And, in light of this story... I thought is best to share the American Idol Pants on the Ground song... just in case you need a laugh. Click the link below:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tMwhl4IrPNc


"Come all you who are thirsty, come to the waters..." Isaiah 55:1

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Your stories are LAME

If you know me, you know I am not one to let other people talk. Or, I guess you could say - I talk alot. Although Andrew would beg to differ, I am not a fan of my own voice. And, there are times when I have to stop and say, "really, dana, do you really think other people really want to listen to your stories?" (Emphasis on the really...)

According to my husband, I have an uncanny way of telling "funny stories" that are lame. In fact, I've been banned from starting a sentence with - "I have a really funny story" or "guess what funny thing happened to me today"... those phrases are a death sentence to my already fragile ability to create humor. And, upon a weak moment, when I use my funny phrase, Andrew's eyes immediately glaze over. He knows my story is not funny... probably pointless and a waste of time. After all, I've proven my pre-referenced humor doesn't exist. In short, he tunes me out. Now, let's be honest - we've all tuned someone out. Whether it be when a "funny story" arises, when our favorite tv show is on... or just when we don't feel like listening; we nod, we smile... and we have no clue what is being said.

This morning, I read Hebrews 4. In verse 2 it states, "for we also have had the gospel preached to us, just as they did; but the message they heard was a no value to them, because those who heard did not combine it with faith." WOW - now theres a deal breaker. To me, this verse simply said, "Dana - when you hear God's word and fail to act upon it... its like bringing home a funny story without the funny. Hardening your heart to God's word is not a way to start a conversation."

You see, scripture reading is a conversation with God. He talks, and in theory, we are supposed to listen. But, oftentimes, even the best of us, read half-heartedly. We find ourselves reading verse 12 over and over again without a clue as to what it says. Or, we read a verse, feel its inapplicable and fail to look for ways to act upon it. God speaks... and we tune Him out.

Now, God doesn't preface his stories with a "funny phrase" so you can rest assured his word is important. After all, He's proven again and again for it be so. So, why not start our conversation with open eyes, an open heart... and some ears ready to listen?!


"Come all you who are thirsty, come to the waters..." Isaiah 55:1

Monday, July 12, 2010

Diets and Attitudes

Attitude is the little thing that makes a big difference - Winston Churchill


If you don't like something, change it; if you can't change it, change the way you think about it. - Mary Englebreit


Everyday may not be good, but there's something good in every day. - Author Unknown


Attitude - does it really make a difference? Well, sure. Think of a diet plan. Once I set up the parameters - no chocolate, no cake, no fried food, no chips, no fat, no sugar... until next year - the cravings begin. I never really want to eat poorly until I cannot. And, then, my negative attitude toward dieting helps me to fail.


Then, I think of the little engine that could.... his "I think I can; I think I can; I think I can..." helped him to climb a hill... the seemingly impossible. Yes, attitude can make a difference.


In Philippians 2:5, we learn about Christ's attitude -
Your attitude should be the same as that of Christ Jesus
Who, being in very nature, God
did not consider equality with God something to be grasped,
but made Himself nothing
taking the very nature of a servant,
being made in human likeness,
And, being found in appearance as a man,
he humbled himself
and being obedient to death -
even death on a cross!


Jesus' attitude allowed Him to go to the cross, to die for me and for you! Was this exactly what Jesus dreamed of? No! In fact, He looked for another way. But, upon realizing the only hope we had was for Him to die, Jesus accepted His fate with open arms. He openly and positively allowed Himself to go from King to servant... so I could live.


Attitude took Jesus to the cross. Attitude made a significant difference in His life and mine. Attitude - it is everything. It does make a difference.




"Come all you who are thirsty, come to the waters..." Isaiah 55:1

Sunday, July 11, 2010

The Yellow Lab

My precious dog Olive has a friend visiting - and this yellow labrador simply will not leave me alone. She follows me everywhere... I mean, even into the shower.

All day she looks at me with those sweet puppy eyes; she relies on me for water, food, a potty breaks... and she barely even knows me. She just knows I am her current caretaker and she is sticking by me through it all.

Then, there is Olive. She knows I am here. She knows the water bowl will be full and all her needs are taken care of - she's been there, done that... and doesn't need to follow me around to know that all will be taken care of.

Both girls remind me of myself... and both illustrate a unique aspect of the Christian life.

There are times when I cling to the word of God - I follow His every word, hang on His voice... trodding only one step behind as God unfolds His vast plan before me. There are times when I need to see God, feel God - just as the visiting labrador needs me. There are times when I must see God to have complete faith in Him.

There are other times when I trust God, but I am not trodding one step behind. I am living life, checking in with God. He is taking care of me, even though I cannot always see Him or feel Him - I know He is there. I, like Olive, trust my caretaker even when He is not visible.


But, in both cases - there is a caretaker that provides for my needs. For without Him, I do not eat; I do not drink... and there are no potty breaks. Regardless of my feelings or place in life, God is always there right when I need Him.



"Come all you who are thirsty, come to the waters..." Isaiah 55:1

Saturday, July 10, 2010

Hungry

The Psalmist cries out, "I say to God my Rock, why have you forgotten me?...." (Psalm 42:9)


I think we all reach a point of longing, whether we long for fame, fortune, a new car, a new house, a new job... a new life, whatever it may be... we long. We are apprehensive, anxious, wondering "is there more to life than this?" We wake up longing.... longing for something.... not knowing exactly what it is that will fill our thirsty souls. But, we do know one thing - we need it. And, we need it now.

We spend hours, days, even years searching for that.... that thing, whatever it is. We spend countless dollars looking... and yet, at the end of the day - we are still longing... longing for the next car, the next house, the next job... whatever....

Even as a Christian, there are days when I think - "is this it? really? but, there's got to be more..." Even as a Child of God, there are days when I feel empty.

Is is wrong? I don't think so. Sometimes I just feel forgotten.

But, deep in my core, I know I am remembered. On days of forgottenness - days of longing - I put my hope in One that proved over and over and over again that He is faithful. The God who once filled me continues to fill my soul. And, I put my faith in the Rock that I stood firmly upon many times before. On days when I am downcast, lonely, and in need of something... I seek my God.

And, on those days... I cannot help but sing aloud a faithful praise and worship song - (Check it out on youtube - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8xFkXgthZLU)

Hungry, I come to you for I know you satisfy
I am empty, but I know your love does not run dry...
So, I wait for You. I wait for You.
I'm falling on my knees... offering all of me.
Jesus, you're all this heart is living for.


When you are hungry - to whom do you run? When you are empty - for what do you long?



"Come all you who are thirsty, come to the waters..." Isaiah 55:1

Friday, July 9, 2010

Cactus vs. Liana -

On my porch are two welcome baskets with flowers inviting all to enter, well, theoretically - my flowers are dead. (I am unsure what message that sends.) I've debated about planted cacti, but do I really want to welcome people with an uninviting plant? I don't think so. Although this logic seems fairly normal when it comes to plants, we often fail to apply it to our lives.

Despite our best efforts, we often present ourselves to God and the world as cacti - and why? Cacti are caloused and lonely plants - certainly not welcoming. And, this harsh demeanor, unfortunately, carries into our daily life, whether or not we realize it.

  • We fail to drink daily from the word, for we can survive on little or no water (so we think).
  • We fail to let others in, after all - we need to be tough on the outside - no one really needs to know our true feelings.
  • We often do not share our joys, our hurts, our excitements with others as we should.
  • And, we just stand there, looking tough, not inviting those around us to experience the JOY we have found in Christ, probably because we don't know how to experience it ourselves.
  • Or, We have the knowledge inside and we are hording it - keeping it away from the world.

Isaiah 12:3 states, "with joy you will draw water from the wells of salvation!" So, why not be a plant that loves water? Why not be inviting, connecting others to the water source?

Lianas are vines that live all over the rainforest, connecting trees together and allowing animals to move freely. They begin as a small self-supporting shrubs, deeply rooted in the fertile soil, often desiring support from the plants around them. Since the liana is well rooted, it grows quickly, allowing it to give back to the environment by connecting others. And, a liana, of course, needs water to grow.

  • Like us, the liana needs a strong beginning. We need a saving faith in Christ.
  • And, as it grows, the liana realizes it cannot fully support itself - we too need support through Christian friends, church and Jesus, our Lord and Savior.
  • As the liana develops it begins making connections, helping the world around it. And, eventually, the liana becomes and integral part of its community - helping others. We too must use our fertile roots to help those around us. We need to draw from the well of salvation and establish connections to our world.

But, we must remember - to make a difference, we must have firm roots in our salvation - otherwise, we cannot grow.

So, the question is - am I a cactus or a liana? It is impossible to be both. Which one will I chose?

"Come all you who are thirsty, come to the waters..." Isaiah 55:1

Thursday, July 8, 2010

Thirsty -

I must admit - I am not an athlete, but something inside of me feels the need to run.

I am getting ahead of myself.... I should probably start from the beginning...
As a non-athlete, out of shape, busy woman, I struggle to exercise everyday. There is, of course, a need to be healthy, the desire to fit into my jeans, and the hope of feeling less guilty for eating that extra biscuit or piece of chocolate cake. So, sometimes I crawl, sometimes I walk - the fifteen feet upstairs to get on my elliptical machine and there I struggle to complete one hour of the fatburn workout. Its torture, its hot, and I get really thirsty. Embarrassingly enough there are days when, half way through, I have to stop, get off, and get a glass of water. There is something about diligent work and sweat that makes me really thirsty. And, after my hour is up, even with my lack of energy, I run to the sink. After all, exercise makes me thirsty.

In God's word, Isaiah asks "all you who are thirsty" to come, to "come to the waters." And, I am thirsty. I think David put it best in Psalm 42 when he wrote, "as the deer pants for streams of water, so my soul pants for you, O God." How can I not be thirsty? After one day in my life, I need a refreshment. After cooking, cleaning, organizing, working, and everything else... I am thirsty. Just like my hour workout leaves me seeking more, so my life leaves me seeking more. My thirst must be quenched... and its my choice how I quench it. Do I choose God? Do I run to Him? So, the question isn't - do you need a drink?
The question is - how do you quench your thirst? To whom or what do you run when you are thirsty?


"Come all you who are thirsty, come to the waters..." Isaiah 55:1